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Counting all your sins never thought you'd trade, yet you sold me for a penny... Sum of all my fears never touched your smile, yet you dressed yourself in smooth lies... Well, I will not play your game, gap too deep, need some rest. No, we won't, we won't share this pain, what you pay is what you get. Consequences fall, friendship crashed, dissolved, former angel, present whore. No more words to say, all of them in vain, in vain...

You can run, you can hide, you can call me from time to time. Don't forget there's a door to my world. You can blame, spit my name, you can curse all the gods I have. Don't forget there's a place in my world. So I'll wait, you decide, crash yourself in my walls. There's a door, right ahead, to my world. You can try to forget, walk away, buy some time to rest. Don't forget I'm the one cleaning up your mess. You should come as you are, come undone, let me see the scar. Don't forget there's a place in my world. So I'll wait, you decide, crash yourself in my walls. There's a door, right ahead, to my world.

Show me what you got, give me your best shot, I won't run. Hit me with your words, place yourself above, I won't mind. Open all the doors and let me see the false, I won't tell, a friend stays a friend. Play the usual game, blame me for your pain, you won't heal. Settle all your scores, crucify my hopes, you won't win. Leave your self defense and play your innocence, I won't fight, a friend stays a friend. Ready or not I won't run whatever taking out of me. Ready or not I won't hide whatever you might feel for me. Show me what you need, let me pay the trip, I don't need your answers, a friend stays a friend. Open all the doors, let me see the false, you don't need my answers, a friend stays a friend. Ready or not I won't run whatever taking out of me. Ready or not I won't hide whatever you might feel for me.

Roll the dice and let's begin. Understand I'm not predictable, the usual tricks won't help you win in here, as all the luck belongs to me. Raise the bet and make your move, take the prize and hang it on your wall, I'm not afraid to fall, I've never been, you have to lose before you win. I've got to live, I've got to feel, I've got to run until I'm wasted, running circles in my name... Play your card and prove your flair, bring it on just push me further more, I'm on the edge, just help me dive for free - a journey for my inner self. I've got to live, I've got to feel, I've got to run until I'm wasted, running circles in my name... How long can you stay away? How long can you stay out of me? How long can you stay away trapped in your needs?

In a simple way I wonder where's a home for me. Haven't found that break, the hidden nest, to give a life for you, for me. In a simple way I wonder what is wrong with me... Spent my life on roads, so many days away, away from you, what for? Guess the dreams I've caught are not enough, enough for us. Locked you in my past, exposed, to wipe the dust beneath my tracks, so wrong... In a simple way I wonder what the hell I've done? Bought my dreams and sold your life, I thought we're one, one kind, one mind, one rhyme... So wrong for you, right out of you, what should I give to feel home? So I'll stay out of you. In a simple way I wonder where's the key for me? Got to unlock the need, the speed, the fuel that burns inside of me. Many steps to come, but do not fear, none of them, we will run together, hold my hand, I'll find a way to share one end. So wrong for you, so out of you, what should I give to feel home?

Is it fair to be caught in the middle? Is it fair to be shaped by your needs? Is it fair to be told but not be listened when it hurts? Is it fair to quit life for a living? Is it fair to be safe but not close? Is it fair to deny when you can't reach the outside world? For the friend you haven't met, for the smile that never ends, for the one who'll never let you down it is fair. Is it fair to become a survivor, to forget how to listen to your heart? Is it fair to stay out of your trouble? Can't forget... For the friend you haven't met, for the smile that never ends, for the one who'll never let you down, It is fair. Is it fair to pretend that you live without fearing your guilt or your needs? Can you give the best in all for free? Is it fair?

Got to give me something, Lord, got to waste a little penny for me! Put your wheels in motion now and help me believe... Cannot wait to hear your voice, got to spare a little wonder tonight. Use your knowledge, help me out, no riddles, no fight. One answer, all I need from you, one answer, show me what is true, one answer, are you there for real? One answer... Can you see my question marks? Got to help me understand your game. Break the rules, enjoy your play, just don't lose your faith. Got to show yourself tonight, got to waste a little penny for me, show your face, enjoy the light, I'll help you believe. One answer, all I need from you, one answer, show me what is true, one answer, are you there for real? One answer...

Such a perfect day... Would you smile for me? It's all that I need... Let it out once more, I'm down on my knees. Let me see the world in colors given by your smile. Just take me on your road and teach me to try. Cause more than you could see you're under my skin, a light within my blood, I'm living the dreams you give and I don't need their world, you're all that I've got these days, I have to say it now - I'm in love. Such a perfect day... Come on, dance with me and show me the steps. Just take the lead and guide, I'll follow the rest and I don't need no words, your smile is doing all the talk, just keep me in your arms, I don't want to fall.

I've been trying, no more rescue team, too much weakness, it's over. One false desire leads and blocks the way, no more rescue, it's over. So what the hell you want from me, you take for granted all I give. No more complaints, I'll hear no more, not even one word. No more of you, I had enough, you don't deserve to share my track, enjoy your broken self-esteem, I had enough. No more running, no more hiding, no more trying, it's over. Just stop your whining, let me be, embarrassment is all you give, a drama queen, that's what you are, no nerve in your heart. No more of this, I had enough, I've learned my lesson, just stand back. I'll get my silence in the end, away from you. No more running, no more trying, no more hiding, it's over.

Well it's a bit ironic, the friend you loved before became a simple number on listings of your faults And it's a bit unfair to all the wasted time. You cannot see no more, you're living blind. And I feel alright, the way you look at me, your silence sets me free. The way you mask your dirt inside the bliss you give, a quiet Judas smiles and keeps you far from me and it's a bit unfair for all the wasted time. You cannot feel no more, no more, you're living blind.

There's a time waiting by when you have to pay the price. Should I wait? Should I waste under pressure, losing faith? Well it hurts me enough and we wasted enough. There's a time, eager time, when you have to pay the ride. What is fair? What is right? Make your choice and buy some time. Close my eyes, open heart, every easy way is hard. Humble knees begging please when you crawl, you're not complete... So it hurts me enough, got to run for a while in your arms. There's a day, usual day, when you have to lead the way. Just one shot, just one trial, if you lose you're out of time. So it hurts me enough, got to run for a while in your arms, got to give me some, got to give before I start my run, got to waste a little kindness on me, got to give me something straight to heal me... Got to help me understand, got to rush yourself before it ends, got to waste a little kindness on me, got to give me something right to change me...

I love you but I gotta go, that's what you get from dear best friends. You give me strength, you give me joy, too good, enough for me to keep it. And by the way, before I go, I got to say I'd really tried my best, but all the weakness in my heart just doesn't fit, you cannot keep it. What are friends for? To make you stronger, to kick you out the door, I love you but I gotta go! I know the dreams we shared, but what the hell? I've got a plane to catch. You'll make it surely on your own, you never said my help was needed, and all the mess I leave behind, come on, just keep it, be my friend. A little break for me, just take your time, I bet you'll make it.

You want to see me down, crawling on the ground, begging for your help, you'll be the better man. You want to see me crawl, confused by lack of hope, you'll get the perfect chance to prove your style and grace. Well what scares me the most is to lose all that hurts and what drives me insane is the waste of your games... You got to let it go! You want me in your race, to stay behind your pace, the leader and the clown - I'll be the smiling one. You want to see me hurt, alone with your support, you need a chance, just one, to be the better man. Well what scares me the most is to lose all that hurts and what drives me insane is the waste of your games... Let it all go, let it all come.

I was just about to lose control. A slide of the wheel breaking all down, a second of peace and then the world became a friend who'd stolen my heart to sell it to a clown. Suddenly the snow turns into mud, the shadows blend as the time begins to flow, it seems that someone claims to know much more than I do about the things that made me want to go back to my room and back inside my nest. It's not my day today, it's obvious I don't belong... I don't want to hear your repentance, the air around gets more breathable without. We used to be close, so what's it all about? Nowadays this distance makes me jump and shout. It is my song, so what you're staring at? I tried to leave it all behind. You picked it up and then you thought it can be yours, I'm sorry friend, this life is really mine. Back to my room and back inside my nest, it's not my day today, it's obvious I don't belong...